It has been a year or two since I left my former college to chill out and relax from the full of pressure world of schooling. It doesn't mean that I don't want to go to school anymore but I just want to stay away for a while and think about some new perspectives.
I mean, I want to get a cup of coffee and sit back and watch everything go back and fort and then decide if which way I should go. I just stop on my previous college because, let's just put it this way, I just became true to myself. The course was great, there were so many happy moments and worthless memories, sad and happy, it has given to me. It was just that, I've gone the other way around. I've made a serious mistake in my life. I just made a decision that has changed my life and it was, honestly, away from my parents plans for me. Just like anybody else, I am a rebellious sort of a teen before(I am no more a teen as of this moment when I'm writing this post). It was just me who dominates myself. I don't want to be under someone or be a inferior to someone even my with my parents. I wanted to get rid of their meaningful and careful decisions for me as their son. I wanted to get away from their plans which were very irritable and very much annoying for me.
Well, That was me way back my teen age days. I guess I'm a little bit more matured now. It was a tiring battle of my mind and heart with my parent's decisions on the other side of my brain. It has made me almost surrender and just give up everything. Because I'd been to the point where I already have to make my own decision. I don't know if that was a mistake or something but there's one thing I know, I've made a right decision and I've come to the right path. It was like a while a go I was breaking and spelling out my hard feelings to my parents even if they didn't do anything wrong to me and right now I already honor them. Thank God that he guided me to the right direction. This was the reason why a big change came on my way in my life. Click on that link and see what I saw. It will enlighten your senses to do the right things. The truth will definitely show up to your very eyes.
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