I woke up early morning. It was 6 o'clock in the morning if I'm not mistaken. I ate my breakfast and took a bath for an hour. I prayed first before I do these things of course. I got in front of my desktop to contact my boss and to confirm what time I logged in to skype because my job is in the internet, in short, It is an online job.
I waited him for more or less than an hour before he logged in. I greeted him good day and he replied good day to you too. I thought it was a great start for me but suddenly he broke a very sad news to me. I didn't expected that he will make me off of the job because I had been doing my very best when I am still working for him. But actually, he explained to me the very reason why I got off of the job. He told me that there is no more further assignments to do so far and I may take a break temporarily and he will contact me soon. I was kinda eased during that time. For all I know was that I'm going to totally lose it but it wasn't. We ended up with an agreement that we will meet each other for the next assignments and give each other a smile and then I already logged my skype off. After that, it was kinda unusual to me again because it's my working hours but then I have to do another thing right now. What a bad start! Of course I have to move on with my life, Instead of crying and messing up with tears on my floor, I just wrote what I feel on a scratch. It's what i do if I feel very bad emotionally. I was kinda hallucinating when I was finding alternative job while I'm waiting for my boss to call me up for my new assignment. I felt like I won't do good thing for that day so I just slept for I think 8 hours. I woke up at 7pm. Very long siesta right? Because I ate up my lunch at 11am and I already slept after that. After I woke up, I still remember what happened the early morning. It hurts quite because it's going to be a lost of my source of income to me but I need to face it now, past is past. What I need to do now is to think of what to do to find a temporary job to produce money for my daily needs. Well at the end of the day I wrote a writeup that you are reading right now about the things that happened to me the whole day.
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